Tuesday, March 27, 2012

Pantyhose In The Closet

It's easy to be brave, bold and outspoken... on the Internet.  Standing up for what you believe in becomes more difficult with full disclosure.  Nowadays, it's quite common to lead a second life online where you're able to hide behind the screen name of your choosing.  Electricgurl, I chose it years ago but I still like it.

If anyone believes in a pantyhose lifestyle, it's got to be me.  This way of life started decades ago as a barely audible whisper, I hardly noticed it myself at first.  Over the years the outward appearance of my lifestyle hasn't changed much, but that inward whisper crescendoed into a deafening roar that I couldn't keep to myself any longer.  The Internet has allowed me to express myself to the world and proclaim this lifestyle as my own, and Pantyhose Share Club has allowed me to take that proclimation to the next level, bringing together thousands of pantyhose lovers to celebrate this lifestyle and form a community of people with similar interests.  We are pantyhose addicts and life is good!!

Those that know me, in real life or online, recognize that I'm not a shy person.  I am outspoken on many current issues, but I am a very private person and I've never been outspoken about my pantyhose fetish in my real life.  I write on this topic securely hidden behind my online name Electricgurl, and I'm as obsessive about maintaining my anonymity as I am about wearing pantyhose.  Women with this fetish are able to hide in plain sight, an ability I've been very grateful for over the years. 

Sure, I've been found out by others.  I recall a particularly painful incident in high school where I was befriended by one of the "mean girls", you know the type, and eventually confessed my obsession, in confidence, only to find this news broadcast through my school the very next day.  Girls of a certain age can be so cruel, but we humans tend to learn from our mistakes and I've been quite successful living my pantyhose life "in the closet" masked behind both my gender and a particularly feminine style.  It's so true, if you encountered me in real life you'd never guess I was an obsessive-compulsive online rebel.  Shhhh, let's keep that just between us!

Still, there's a certain discontent growing within me, it's the price I pay for leading this double life.  It's difficult to live two sets of values.  I may be able to dress as I please, at home or out in public, but I live my pantyhose life in the closet.  Online pantyhose community organizer, check!  Real life pantyhose activist?  Maybe not, at least not for now.

If you live your pantyhose life in the closet or out, Pantyhose Share Club is a place for you.  A place where you can gain the support and freindship of like-minded individuals expressing themselves and their lifestyle openly and honestly.  We are brave, bold and outspoken... on the Internet, and we are good pantyhose people on both sides of life.
I'm looking forward to sharing more with you soon.